My Secret Life: A day with the brothers & dad...

Helloo peoples...

As you can see I redid my blog =) Yesterday lol.
Ain't it prettiful??
Well, this is going to be a short blog post heh. Not much has really gone on, I missed HBR bc of pouring rain =/ And it's sunny today... how stupid is that?
Well I do live in a funny spot, so it could be pouring rain in West Haven...
Good thing is I'm over my writers block =) I'm finally getting to write more in my book "Hearts of Freedom"!
I'm excited to get further into the book, along with a secret project I'm working on called "Living in Love" =) Sorry not going to reveal any info quite yet... I want to get more done and I think I'll release it late this month or in April probably. Until I get a few chapters done =) Or the whole thing, I'm not expecting to make this an extremely long book.
Its probably going to be pretty short...
But that depends on what I come up for it =], I'm UBER excited about this book! I know I don't know anything about love, but I really want to do just a completely mushy romance book for once.
Well... HOF is sort of... but its more of a "getting closer to your family" kind of book.
But yeah, LIL is gonna be sweet!! =D
I'm hoping it'll turn out good anyway, it's going to be a really cute and loving book about the two main characters that the chemistry is happening between them.
Well, time to get writing and get more ready for the day =)
I guess I'm getting into the spring fever haha, explains LIL lol.
Ta ta! =)

~Jazz

My Secret life: Hmm.... lala

You know... I'm not exactly sure why I'm blogging right now. I'm just really bored, maybe it is good if I procrasinate on my school lol.
I got it done before 1 o'clock today!! =D Yay me!
Well lets see... what have I been up to todayy??
Well I really want a horse (not new), and I really want to go riding... (Also not new)
*sighs*
Mom's birthday is tomorrow, =) I don't know how old she's turning though.... gosh what a terrible daughter I am!! Lolz!
She's 30 something I think...
This weekend we're going to go hang out at my grandparents house and eat mom's birthday dinner, I forget what she's going to have but it's a good meal...=)
I REALLY Want to go out with someone and hang out...=P But that isn't going to happen anytime soon unfortunately...*sigh*
Well, I gtg, I have some stuff I gotta do. Ta ta!

~Jazz

My Secret Life: Horse crazy?? ... yah fur shizzle...X)

Whasup ya'll? 8D

Lol, as you can see I'm pretty darn happy this morning. =)
I had an awesome day yesterday, minus finishing some science I didn't do on Wednesday, but yesterday was pretty sweet... ;D
I got to ride Laredo at HBR and we started English up again... ouchy... I'm feeling it this morning thats for sure lol.
Its not half as bad as when I first started English though haha...
Laredo was pretty well behaved surprisingly, even though I had to put his halter on and tie him to the stall door to get him to stay put.
If there is one thing that horse totally hates is getting the girth tightened!
But I'm pretty sure he knows who I am and that I'm not going to yank the girth like beginners probably do...
He's a real gentle horse besides the saddling part and he's real lovy and all, but he just doesn't exactly like being saddled. Someone probably yanked it and tightened it to much earlier on in his life...
That's the usual case with horses. =)
Brownie freaked out once when my friend Abby's older sis Bri tried to bridle him, someone apparantly squished his ear under the bridle before my OLD class did lessons.
That's back when my whole class was charter school kids, which I will admit I am LOVING my new class. I feel like its so much more fun, my group is a lot more lively than my old one...
Even though I've been doing my class for over 6 months for sure I still am really glad I continued over the summer.
I'm just hoping I'll still be able to go come June...=/
The reason is kinda personal but basically it has to do with money, and its really complicated but I might not get to ride in June.
But I'm putting my faith on God and letting him take care of my family. I'm pretty sure we'll be all right though when that time comes, I'm just really worried about it...
Maybe I'll be able to just go and help or something, not necessarily riding but maybe just to help just so I can see the horses again. I don't know how I'm going to be if I can't ride over the summer...
Horses are literally the thing that I REALLY care about besides Jesus and my family and friends, horses are most likely in higher quality to me than my writing.
Horses mean sooo much to me... its hard to describe in words but if you could see inside my heart you'd know how I feel about those amazing animals...
Especially Bailey, Brownie, and Laredo...=)
I've really grown to love those boys, Brownie has been around since I started and he's amazing to ride. Most of the time hehe...;)
He's stubborn but he's got an amazing and sweetheart personality, he'd never EVER hurt someone. He's got a big heart and he always sniffs me and gently puts his muzzle in my face when I go and see him. =)
As long as he's not eating lol...
He's practically my dream horse, besides the stubborness. I think Bai is probably closer than Brownie, but Laredo, Bai, and Brownie are definitely a mixture of what I want my horse dream horse to be like.
My dream horse is probably Mystery from my SSC series =)
She's a gorgeous black mare that Laura (main character) found from the wild, its hard to explain with out ruining the story but yeah...
I'd probably want maybe a different coloring, but Mystery's personality is AMAZING. =D
Laura and I really are the same girl, just different name and different life. And then also she's fictional, somewhat...
But Laura's got my dream life =) Minus the boyfriend though, I just like making romance novels sometimes. (its not completely mushy and romancy)
She's got everything that I would be SO lucky to have, but either way I'm still happy with my life =) Going riding once a week is perfectly fine with me.
I'm definitely going to go and get a job at Corrie's farm though when I'm 16, and hopefully I'll just be able to help out in the next year or so.
Come November I'll have been riding for 2 years =D
Maybe I'll be able to do jumping soon since this is the second time around doing English =)
We did do semi-jumping except it was just over these little poles that were not even a foot off the ground.
It was fun doing that and I did that back when I was only doing western!
I barely knew anything when I did that actually, I knew how to trot pretty well and control my horse, but I had absolutely no clue how to canter. That's gonna be something when I get to jump at a canter!!
Now even more of something, cantering while bareback!!
Man am I nuts!
I guess horses just run in my blood ;D Lol, after all my grandma HAS 2 horses and absolutely loves those animals... =)
It's really funny because my grandmother is horse crazy, and then my mom isn't. And then I was born with this total craziness for them... go figure?
Hopefully if I ever have a daughter she won't be totally boy crazy =P I mean I do get crushes, but I just don't want a daughter constantly trying to get their attention.
My focus is always on my books, horses, and my girl friends. =D And other things... but definitely not boys 100% of the time.
Well, okay now I'm really making a long post haha. I'm gonna go now =D TTYL I'll write soon!

~Jazz

My Secret Life: No riding :'(

Darnit! :'( Horseback was canceled... I was looking forward to riding today...*sigh* Oh well, there's always next week. Stupid rain... it was pouring outside this morning and now the stupid sun came out >:(
I like it that it's out, but then I don't...
I was hopin' to ride Laredo, I didn't get to lope last week!! I almost did but the dumb saddle came loose because, well I don't wanna blame her, but I tightened that sinch as tight I could get it and she checked it 2 times before we actually started riding.
She said it was okay but then the saddle almost fell off... :P
And then by the time I tightened it I had to take the saddle off because it was time to do some bareback riding...
Which wasn't bad I'll admit :D I loooovvee trotting bareback, I got to ride a fantastic horse named Laredo for that so it was pretty fun. :)
Well I gotta go, I still have school to get done and some writing and reading. TTYL :)

~Jazz