My Secret Life: moved into new house and a little sad

Well, I'm moved into the new house. That was fast huh?
I wasn't exactly here for the actual move though, I was on a trip with my youth group to Ruth Lake. Mom and dad moved everything into the house on Saturday... and yeah a lot of things happened since the last time I wrote.
One; the move. And then my bro Dyllan broke a tiny bit of his foot kicking something at Karate. And then I went on a youth trip thing which was very fun. :) 
But, right now... I'm dizzy. Why? I have vertigo. The suckiest thing I could get on HBR day... I can't exactly stay on the horse very well while I'm dizzy, huh? 
So yeah... I'm a little irritated and upset right now. I'm trying to keep my happiness, but its hard. I'm still dizzy right now, and I've been dizzy since I woke up this morning.
But thankfully its not as bad as some cases I've had.
Mom says its because I'm not going to bed on time, which is probably true. I suppose I could have a low immune system right now, I was stressed last night and I went to bed at almost 11. And then I didn't go to bed until midnight 1 o'clock all weekend while I was on the trip, what did you expect? It was a vacation.
And I couldn't go to bed at 9 I'd miss all the fun. 
So yeah, I'm a little irritated and sad. Especially because I didn't get to ride last week because of a freaking stomach ache! >:(
I just wish I wouldn't get sick every week like this!! I probably won't even have horseback next month... :( Well, depending on what happens to dad's pay, it pretty much revolves around that. But I might be able to have at least August for riding, I have $52 saved, if anything I want to spend that on horseback. That's more important to me than anything that I could buy in a store.
I might have 2 classes next week... I hope... I'm probably going to be a completely grump this weekend because of this. I miss riding more than I could say with words right now... now just imagine what would happen if I couldn't ride anymore for months...


-Jazmine

My Secret Life: Writing is more than just words...

     Well, its been a couple days since I last blogged... 
     Nothing really amazing has been going on lately, same old... still looking for a house. Which you can't expect anything immediately. We're still packing, my room is nice and clean though. :) And thank you mommy... heh. 
     And I've got a cool looking guitar to borrow for a few months from my dad's co-worker who is going to fix my guitar's fret board and replace the strings I hope. (AND a case to go with it :D lol) 
     I want to steal the guitar and keep it... its so pretty and perfect for me ;D.
     But yeah... and other than that I'm thinking right now of what I want to do writing wise with my books...
     I'm tempted to start another book, which I will possibly just write a plot out so I can get it out of my head, tonight. Its probably going to be something about werewolves... well really just gigantic normal looking wolves... 
     I'm really into wolves for some reason. 
     And I am really wanting to write in something right now... I'm definitely going to write out some sort of plot for another book tonight. I can't get these two characters out of my head... and its going to be a romance book of sorts... ;) 
     That's the one thing I truly love about writing, and why I love it; its just so much fun... and writing is just so much more than the words you read in a book. You've got to look beyond the words and see the trees blowing in the wind... see the horses galloping... hear the eagles cry.
     It's so beautiful if you look and listen hard enough. :) I can hear every breath my characters breathe when I'm writing. And I get quite emotional when I have to do something bad in the book to them.
     I can feel the pain they are in... which is really quite amazing to feel that... its really hard to explain unless your an author. But its so amazing when you start writing, you feel like your walking along and you actually feel the wind in your hair and face. 
     And like I said... I can't really describe it with words. You'd have to experience that for yourself, but if you love reading that's the closest thing you can get to that. The only difference is you don't have a greater emotional attachment to the characters than the author does.
     Being able to read opens up a whole nother world as well... words are like the water you want when your dying of thirst. Once you feel it on your tongue and go down your throat, your whole view on the world changes forever... 

                  -Jazz 

P.S.
Excuse the book sense to this blogpost... lol. 
Its hard for me not to make it look like that sometimes, I put it in my head to describe things constantly and I can't get rid of it. ;)