My Secret Life: Pretty exciting day I'd say...

Well... the title is pretty self explanitory... haha.
Today I did my freshmen photoshoot thingy-ma-bobber... and then not to long after I got home my computer died. (NOT JOKING)
Pretty crazy right? 
So yeah... all of my books, pictures... everything is still on my other computer's hardrive. And why I say "other" computer is because I'm right now blogging on my brand spanking new HP computer... :) I guess some good came out of this, even though all my stories are unaccessible, and if the computer place mom is going to take my computer to can't get my stories off I'm going to hurt someone...
Anyway the photo-shoot thingy was super fun. :D I'm kinda worried they won't turn out good or something, but I'm also very confident that they will haha. It's just me and my weird paranoia personality I guess. =/ 
But yeah it was a lot of fun, :) I guess I'm just kinda worried and I thought of a bunch of poses after I left heh... and I suppose I kind of want to take some neat pics with Bailey or Buddy. Preferably Bailey... 
Anyway I gtg, ttyl!'


-Jazz

My Secret Life: Wow... publishing... scary... O_O

Okay so just... wow... I'm really almost terrified of sending my book to a real agent publishing company or whatever, now.
Its amazing how long a fellow author (Stephanie Morrill) said it took her to get her first book published. She had to be so persistant, I mean I really want to get "The World Within" published, but now that I think about it. I almost want to go and rewrite it now lol.
I'm so afraid of several things that would be screwy and too suckish to send to an agent... I guess I just have to wait until Shannon gets the whole thing back to me... I've got butterflies in my stomach now. 
But wow, do you know how AMAZING that would be if I actually got a book published before I graduated High school!!??! =D
Now hopefully it would be "The World Within", because I swear none of my books are like that one, I'm not half as satisified with any of my other books as this one. Well the finished ones I mean... haha.
Me and my friend Kayla are on a mission, we're going to get our books published someday whether or not 1,000 agents hate them. :P I don't plan on giving up, but I don't know if I'll be able to handle all the disappointment that most likely will come with it all.
You can't publish a book- unless I am raw talent, which I doubt I am- without disappointment along the way. I just really hope it doesn't take me 5 years... lol. 


-Jazz

P.S.
Oh! Btw!! I'm doing a photoshoot tomorrow =D It's for my freshmen year photo's... well its not a "photoshoot" but I'm getting fancy pretty pictures for my freshmen year. :D haha. And its not in a studio either, it's going to be at piano lessons for the boys lol!!

My Secret Life: Quick update

Okay, quick update here... 

I'm feeling better than I did last night. :) And now I'm going to go to dinner with my fam, HOPEFULLY my grandparents and my family from down south is coming. But I'm still unsure about that... 
And then I'm going to a Weird Al Concert. :D Let's hope its as funny as I hope it is... OH and I'm going to be in a drama class this Thursday! yay! :D 

Anyway, ttyl! I'll blog tomorrow maybe, if I have something to write about. 


-Jazzy


Philippians 4:4-5
Rejoice in the Lord always. Again I will say rejoice! 
Let your gentleness be known to all men the Lord is at hand.

My Secret Life: Life is a rollercoaster

Well, 

Shockingly I didn't wait that long before blogging again hah. 
Well right now, I'm half and half happy and sad at the same time. Well, more like happy and semi hurt/jealous... idk how to describe it. But! I'm not going to go into detail.
Anyways, I'm having fun playing my horse game "Let's Ride: Riding Star"... except its really difficult to a point. 
And yeah... wow this is sad... I'm blogging about a video game... 
I guess the only cool thing I have to blog about is that I'm in on my second day power-walking down my street... oh boy. =/ I'm exciting. Excuse the depressing text, I'm a little out-of-whack and wishing I lived in another town close to the one I live in.
Well... today was pretty good, I'm a little irritated that my family from southern California is "fly-by-the-seat-of-our-pants" type and so I haven't gotten to see them at all. 
I have writers block... I'm sad... okay I'm gonna stop now. 

-Jazmine

P.S.
Sorry for the depressing blog post... my day was just ruined by just one thing I read on facebook.

My Secret Life: Short but quick blog update

Hey, :) 

Well, this is going to be quick. But I realized I hadn't blogged in quite a while, and from my last blog post. No I didn't unfortunately go and help out with the horses with Mistea. :/
But I did get to ride horsies, :). This week and the last! So that's awesome!
And I'm in love with my boyfriend Bailey. ^_^ (He's a horse haha)
And I'm also very much in love with my horsie game I have, I FINALLY figured it out. And now I have both a dressage horse named Benji, and a show jumping horse named Bailey. :D 
They are both gorg-eous! Benji is an amazing chestnut horse with a blondie offwhite mane and tail, and a blaze down his nose. And Bailey looks like my boy Bailey, a cherry roan color with a black mane and tail and a stripe on his nose and little white socks.
Wait... Bailey doesn't have socks, haha oops sorry. He has a brownish color for socks. 
Anyway, I'm happy right now. :) 
I just finished watching "Remember Me" with Robert Pattinson. I definitely have a changed opinion about that man for sure, but holy moly... O_O You would not believe what kind of twist they made in it! I was NOT expecting that! I mean usually I can tell its coming while I'm watching it... like I have a small hunch or something. But WHOA, it just went BOOM suddenly up in front of me.
There wasn't even a hint of it in the trailers! 
But the best way I can describe it without giving away the twist, (for those of you who have seen Terabithia and Premonition) its another Terabithia movie. Not in the same theme of the movie I mean, but the way it ends is what I mean.
Anyway, I gtg! But I'll blog again soon for sure. 
My new goal for this week; exercise schedule... lets see if I can even get off my lazy butt and do it haha. 

-Jazz


--
1 Peter 5:7 
"Casting all your cares upon Him for He cares for you."

My Secret Life: long time no blogging :)

Well... it sure has been a long time since I last posted anything. :) 


It is August, as you can tell by the date of this haha. And its a Tuesday... at 5:18... as you can see I am very bored. lol. BUT... I am excited! :D 
Because tomorrow I get to go ride the horsies at Field of Dreams, yay! x) And maybe even this weekend, which I'm 90% positive it'll happen, I'm gonna get to help take care of Angela's horses with my friend Mistea. :) For 3 whole days!
It's gonna be sooo fun... I just hope she gets my text soon, but I suppose there probably isn't cell service at North Coast Bible camp where she is right now hm.
So yeah, I'm in a horsie mood right now haha. And kind of sad for a girl that died 2 years ago on February 6th, 2008. :( She had the most amazing bond with her horse Boomer! She could stand on his back on one foot and pull her leg up into one of those ballet poses! 
Her name was Jessica, her youtube user name is JessicaBoomer. She was an absolutely amazing rider... I'm surprised I never found her until now.
It made me sad to know how she died. :( She had an accident while jumping bareback, they think they both went over the arena fence and he crushed her head basically she died before anyone found her.
And she was only fourteen! O_O
That does make me a little scared to jump, but that still won't stop me from riding for sure. Oh yeah... that brings me to another subject.
Alder Grove has decided not to pay for HBR anymore... for insurance reasons. Because horses are "dangerous", which yeah they are. But that whole reason why they are cutting that, is because people are WAY to sue happy in this country. And everyone thinks money will solve the problem... which in some cases it does, but not horse related things. 
I honestly highly doubt anyone came and rode at Field of Dreams just for extra curricular activity, so many of the girls I ride with love the horses they ride so much. I see them hugging them and kissing the horses' faces a lot.
And I have that same love... oohhh man that would make me soo happy if I had my own horse to ride. So yeah, that's pretty dumb if you ask me. But I can definitely understand that, I just feel so bad for everyone who can't ride without the funds from the charter school.
And I'm kinda worried for Abby because she said she might not be able to afford it without Mattole (another charter school) school funds. eehh...
Sooo yeah... well I forgot I still had a book to read before I started blogging. So I'll write again before the month is out for sure! ttyl! bye!


-Jazz