My secret life: horsie day!

Helloooo.....

Man I'm tired! Horseback was today, and man was it tough... I was paired up with 3 temporary people in my class... and let me just say... they weren't exactly umm.... good...
They barely kept up a good consistent trot, I'm really trying not to be mean or anything. But it was really difficult for me and my other classmates Mary, and Gau to keep up a good trot with out nearly running into them.
I'm not sure when they started English, or when they even started riding... but one thing is for sure they didn't do to well today... but thats only a first hand opinion of mine. I've never seen them ride before, so who knows? Maybe it was a bad day for them...
The only one out of the three of them that was doing pretty good was a girl that was on Kobe... I don't remember her name though...
I rode Loredo again today though, which I was quite happy about. I think we make a pretty good pair... :-)
He obeys me 97% of the time pretty much, he's a real good boy and I can handle him pretty well. And he's one of the more advanced riding horses there too... but now I'm kind of worried because Corrie mentioned today that we're possibly going back to Western in January... and thats not to far away.
I hate western, and once we start western my English legs will go away!!
She said we'd do western for 2 months only though, I really just don't want to quit English so early! I'm literally just getting my legs stronger... bleh why does she have to change it up? >:-/
I'd like to stay in English for just at least another month, just to make my legs stick so when we DO go back to English I can have an easier and less miserable time. UGH...
Oh well, at least it won't kill me lol.
Overall today was pretty good, I'm looking forward to New Years :-) Hopefully a friend of mine will get to come spend the night on New years eve... and hopefully I'll get to go back to horseback soon lol.
Bye, dinner time...

~Jazz

My Secret Life: fun day :)

I have had quite a lovely day so far :) I will probably put another blog post on here later today but since I didn't get to tell you what we all did yesterday I thought I should do that now.
Yesterday we went to my grandparents house and had a belated Christmas dinner, which was VERY yummy! But I didn't get as much ham as I would have liked to...
I had a lot of fun running around with my cousin Alaina and my brothers playing hide-and-go-seek; even though it was REALLY loud in that house because Alaina was constantly laughing and shouting running around like a hyper 3 year old hopped up on LOTS of sugar.
And we hadn't even had dessert yet and she was that way lol!
I didn't get any more presents except for a big plastic candy cane full of hershey kisses and a gift card to target from my uncle Bryan, and then I also got an iTunes Gift card! Its worth $25.00
Hopefully I'll find a good album on iTunes and be able to buy it...
There's really no good music nowadays besides Taylor Swift, she's awesome! I love her Fearless Album... and the Fearless song on it.
My baby cousin Herculeas is SO cute! I had so much fun with him yesterday... its hard to say if I don't really want kids in the future but hey, I'll see what God has in store for me... only He knows.
Anyway, I played chase with baby Herc around the table which was a lot of fun... he's so adorable now that he's 1 year old! :-D
He's running now, not full blown of course but he's quite fast for his size surprisingly... and big lol
Not extremely big to me though, mainly because I saw him when he was a newborn and because my lil bro Dyllan was pretty big when he was a toddler too.
Someone came up to my mom once and actually asked her if Dyllan was mentally retarded!! The nerve of some people... it makes me wonder how dumb people actually are...
Can't you see the baby face? Herc is 1 and he's big for his age, but he has that baby face still and he LOOKS his age... people are so weird sometimes...
Anyway, this morning went pretty well. A guy named Carlos taught my youth group today, he's great at teaching hehe...
I really like junior high but I feel so much older than the other kids, which I really am the oldest in the junior high group. I'm moving up in May, but I just feel so out of place. I'm pondering whether or not to switch it up every week and stay in the service... I honestly am not a fan of going to junior high group that often.
I don't fit in, Autumn is my friend and so is Melody, but they both are friends with each other and they talk about things that don't really interest me... I honestly fit better with my friends that are all in the High school group.
Its really frustrating... and my friend Michaela is nice but she talks with Autumn too and they're more closer in age. I'll be 14 in May and Michaela won't be 14 till November of next year, so its a really big difference between me, Autumn, Michaela, and Melody.
And those are the only girls in my class to...
Anyway, enough of the depressing talk.
I gave Caprice a necklace I made hopefully she liked it, and she gave me a...*stifles laughter* Jacob Black poster from New Moon! LOL
I laughed SO hard but I love the poster!! :-D
Its really neat looking, anyway I gotta go get the boys out of the house and into the van... we're gonna go see Alvin and the Chipmunks the Sqeakul! woopee!
TA TA for now! :-) I'll write tonight...

~Jazz

My Secret Life: Blog link...

Hi, this is just gonna be a short blog post but I thought I'd post my link to my other blog for my book "Hearts of Freedom" I posted the preface but I'll post chapter 1 right now... hope you guys like it...

http://heartsoffreedom-lifeofafarmerboy.blogspot.com/

Copy and paste it to your webpage browser and it should work, email me if you have any problems.

My secret life: MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! :D

Hello everyone! :-D

Merry Christmas! I had a happy Christmas morning indeed, fortunately I didn't wake up at 2AM like last year! Well I did but I rolled over and went back to sleep and woke up around 6 and layed in bed till about 7 and then I got up and played on my Nintendo DS.
And then I went into the living room and opened presents and ate candy!! YUMM!
I got everything that I could ever want :-D It wasn't that much stuff but a couple things were expensive but very valuable...
This is what I got:

Taylor Swift's album "Fearless" Platinum Edition

A Western style white long sleeved shirt

Canon Camera 12.1 MP & 4x zoom

A beautiful horsey quilt

"The Host" novel by: Stephenie Meyer

Horse riding gloves

Prince Caspian DVD

And thats about it...
Tomorrow we're going to go to my grandparents house for a Christmas dinner which hopefully will be ok... and if your confused as to why (this is to my friends if you guys read this) its family situations that I'm not going to go into detail with right now.
But anyway, I'm hopeful that it will be fun tomorrow... I know that yesterday was FANTASTIC!
I can't wait till New Years Eve to stay up till midnight :D AND I can't wait to upload my new Taylor Swift music to my iPod.  :D
Well I should probably go, I need to take a shower. Until I post again!
~Jazz

My secret life: Its almost Christmas!

Hey hi hello Hola!! :-D

Its Christmas Eve and 8o'clock! I don't go to bed till 10 and I'm thinking about having a Wii-athon! Mwahaha... I shall beat my family at everything... lol
I'm excited to wake up tomorrow morning, but then I'm kind of scared too... mainly because this year is passing SO fast I don't want it TO!!!! I had so much fun tonight with my friends Paul, Evan, and Sage...
Paul and I were being goofs thats for sure!

See!! HaHa!
It was lots of fun tonight, I think we had a little to much sugar though we were running around like screaming banchees probably annoying the neighbors!! HEHE!!
Hopefully we'll have just as much fun later next week hehe... well I gotta go I'm getting bored just typing here so TA TA FOR NOW!
~Jazmine

My secret life: Bored....

Don't you hate it when you just can't find anything to do? That's how I feel right now... ugh... its driving me crazy!
Tomorrow is Christmas Eve, and its really hard to BELIEVE that it actually is tomorrow. I swear a week ago it was Christmas last year... :-/ Really unfortnate, I honestly don't wanna grow up. I'm already aging faster than I can comprehend...
The days just go whooshing by me!
Its really hard to believe I'll be in High school in May next year... *sigh* or should I say in just a few months... that fits better then "Next year".
Anyway, I was really bored with nothing to do so I decided to start blogging about my everyday life. Not that its really anything to... blog about, per se. But whatever...
Well, my mom started preparing for tomorrow... I feel like I should start helping more... and thats probably a good idea since I'm unfortnately having a case of writers block again. I know what I want to write but it just seems boring at the moment...
Tomorrow we're having our Christmas Eve party which I really am hoping will be just as fun as last year. Even though I don't have a dress per se that I want to wear, I found a solution to that. I'll be more comfortable in jeans and a nice looking top.
That's proof that I'm really not a girly girl 99% of the time, I'm not afraid to get down and dirty with horses lol.
Dresses are itchy and I hate wearing makeup, even though its a nice cover up for certain blemishes. Ugh I hate acne...
It's not that bad on my face but still it hurts and I really wish that I had a cure for it.
ANYWAY, I've got the whole week off of school... well its almost over now. But this week was pretty fun so far, horseback is getting better every week mainly because I'm in English. And even though I'm really sore after every lesson its totally worth it.
I'm learning every time I go how to handle stubborn punky horses like Loredo. But I really love him, he's probably officially my favorite horse to ride there. Mainly because he's quite nice after the saddling, I don't even have to pinch his mouth to get the bit in.
This is my baby...

Ain't he pretty?? Thats not the best picture of him but thats the only one that I have unfortnately. I think I'll go on a picture spree next lesson.
And I've got to get some pictures of him and me too, and then maybe some with Bailey. And I also gotta get some with Sunny, he's got the BEST canter EVER!
Now I'm all fired up about horses again lol...
Annnywwwayyy.... lets see... I created a site called Just. A. Teen. Author for me and my friends to share our books on which is nice. And yeah...
I'm gonna try to get a couple of my friends together for a sleepover... that'd be cool because then we could watch National Treasure 1 & 2. The second one is SO funny!!!
You'd have to watch it to actually know what I'm talking about but believe me its really funny... and surprisingly its pretty clean to.
Well lets see, the book I've been working on the most is probably "Hearts of Freedom", its a change from what I usually write... considering that the main character is from a guys' perspective.
Its almost time for me to head off to bed so I'm going to post the introduction and then I'll be gone so here it is....

"Hearts of Freedom"

"Horses, guitarist, skate boarder... and originating from one screwed up family. That is unfortnately my life; the life of Josh Karson. Now why in the world I ask you... would any girl even want to be around me? No clue, I wouldn't want to be around me... but hey I'm stuck with this body it's all I got... all that matters to me is my horse Brego, my sisters, my screwed up brothers, and my seperated parents Jayme and Chris."

Joshua Karson is 17 headstrong, and sometimes a bit prideful in his knowledge of how to ride a horse. Other than that Josh is a true christian young man...

Josh is the youngest boy in a family of 6 with only two siblings younger then him, his parents are seperated after his mother claimed that his father was having an "affair" with another woman.

After his parent's divorced his family life pretty much went downhill from there; his mother remarried to a rich man named Troy Warren only 2 months after her divorce, his brother Riley went haywire and strayed far from ever being a good man again, and his brother Jamie decided to mooch off his mother instead of live in an apartment and support himself.

And on top of that Josh can not seem to find a way to keep in contact with his father, with the school year approaching Josh is afraid that he will never see his father again after that terrible incident.

Troy is only married to his mother to mooch off of her and inherit all of their savings, Josh won't have it. And Troy feels Josh watching him and sees him as a threat...

Josh wants to graduate High school and become a singer in Cheyenne Wyoming, but he can't bear to break it to his stressed out mother. Plus, she is expecting him to go to college and become a lawyer like the almighty Troy...

But when his mother unexpectedly invites an online friend and her family to come stay at their ranch for 6 months, he is surprised to find a girl his age with the family... that girl is going to change his life...