My Secret Life: Well, I haven't posted in a while...

Well howdy hay. =) 

     Life hasn't been too exciting per se. But I had a great time at youth group last week, it was really uplifting. Three girls Abby, Kristen, and Liauna, we all prayed with each other and I felt... well I guess loved lol.
     It was the greatest Thursday night ever. =] I felt so spiritual and bubbly after that! I wanted to give everyone a big hug! lol
     I guess that night was very revalutionary for me. =D I think I finally took another big step into getting out of this ditch of feeling like I'm stupid, weird, and don't matter to anyone. 
     However, I am still dealing with that "friend" problem. 
     Its not that big of a deal anymore I suppose. But I still think about it from time to time, but I honestly think that I need to just completely make God my "bff" even though that is an insane desire for me. Before I get my best friend... one that lives in the range of McKinleyville, Eureka, and Arcata... instead of in Minnesota or Oregon. ugh :P
     That irritates me to no prevail.
     I'll stop complaining now though lol. Tonight is spa night at Bri's! yay! 
     So yeah, I think I'm going to really turn around now. I'm working really hard to get closer to God, I just really need to get rid of that annoying desire completely. Or however much God wants me to get rid of. 
      I'm actually having a fire to get closer to Him as of last Thursday. =) I want to build up my strength so when trials come I'll take them with strength and run into His arms! 
     Well I gotta go, I still have my Spanish homework to do. So ta ta for now! =D 


-Jazmine 


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Psalm 61

Hear my cry, O God; attend to my prayer. 
From the end of the earth I will cry to You, when my heart is overwhelmed; lead me to the rock that is higher than I. 

For You have been a shelter for me, a strong tower from the enemy. I will abide in Your tabernacle forever; I will trust in the shelter of Your wings. 

For You, O God, have heard my vows; you have given me the heritage of those who fear Your name. You will prolong the king's life, His years as many generations. He shall abide before god forever. Oh, prepare mercy and truth, which may preserve him! 

So I will sing praise to your name forever, that I may daily perform my vows.

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Psalm 62:5-7

My soul, wait silently for god alone, for my expectation is from Him. He is only my rock and my salvation; He is my defense; i shall not be moved. In God is my salvation and my glory; The Rock of my strength, and my refuge is in God. 

My Secret Life: Life is a rollercoaster...

Life really is a rollercoaster... =/ Sometimes I wish I could get off of it, but that's not really an option unfortunately.

So hi, its been a while since I blogged. Sort of... 
But yeah, this is going to be short. I still have school to get to haha, and I'm going to a Labor day BBQ tonight for dinner. Sooo yeah...
My life pretty crazy right now, idk even really what to do with myself half the time. I try to distract myself from all the awful thoughts that are in my head a lot about friend issues... but of course that usually doesn't work. Satan always finds a way back into my head... I hate that dirtbag...
The only thing that I really enjoy during the week is horseback I guess... okay now I'm rambling on. SO I'm going to stop now... maybe call my friend Leah if shes home.
bye..

-Jazmine