My Secret Life: Amazing awesome ride =D

Yo!

Its Jazmine again! =D Sorry I haven't written in a while...
But on Monday I had the most AMAZING day eva! XD I FINALLY got to ride with Angela at her place! Now THAT was SO MUCH FUN!
And that is totally new for me to have a fun Monday lol.
But man what a great day =D!
I got to ride her horse Ditto, a white Appaloosa Gelding. He's so fun and really funny because he doesn't like stepping in water so he purposely slowed down when I was cantering on him on a path when we reached a big puddle lol.
And that brings me to another exciting part of it! =D
The ride was amazing, where she led me was just beautiful. What was really freaky was going up a gigantic hill, (which thankfully I didn't fall off) and practically galloping up it.
Unfortunately it was raining, it stopped right before we went riding but it was still pretty wet out.
And it didn't help when I got thwapped in the face by a tree branch while cantering lol.
But OMG! When I was cantering on Ditto... wow... it was SO much different than riding at Field of Dreams!!!
I felt like I was in Wyoming cantering on Mystery my horse, or in this case my imaginary horse, which Laura Harper owns.
My character from "The Silver Saddle club".
Like I said before she's just me in a totally different world, and she doesn't really exist either. In my head she does but yeah... you get the point...
So yeah, it was really amazing cantering down that path in the rain smell stained air and just the feeling of my surroundings... it was so beautiful! =D
Ditto is a very pretty horse, but Angela's gray mare Mariah is much prettier. But she's snotty too unfortunately, I probably won't get to ride her for a while because of how she is. Or at least not on the beach, which THAT is going to be AWESOME! X)
She's gonna take me riding on Monday next week again ON the beach! Depending on the tides and the weather too though...
Its going to be great though =D. I'm just hoping Ditto or whoever I'm going to ride won't take off on me while we're there, but Ditto is a pretty good boy so I think I'll be able to control him haha.
I controlled Tipper when he tried to take off in the arena.
Well... I think I'm gonna go, I'm getting hungry so yeah. I'll TTYL =)

-Jazz

My Secret Life: Achy, sore, crampy, but filled with the spirit!

Well, =) I don't know for sure exactly how long I will write in this addition to my blog, but hey... I should update every few days. And I don't seem to do that enough already...
I'm not exactly sure if anyone reads this though, a couple people probably do but oh well. Its fun blogging!
Lets me record my day if I did something fun, that way I can look back at this when I'm in my late twenties or early thirties and possibly raising a family with an awesome husband. =D
Well lets see... last night I spent the night at my friends' Autumn's house which was fun =) Besides the fact that I stayed up until 6AM because the hardwood floor was so uncomfortable.
It was her 13th birthday and I'm pretty sure she had fun =) Ok well I'm going to have to make this really short because I am at my grandparents house and I have to go and eat a late st. Patty's day lunchy thing.
But anyway, so yeah. I'll just get to the most important thing that happened to me today =D Well, I forget if I posted this earlier but I have been really praying about being able to have some sort of way to ride during the summer with how that HBR might not be able to happen due to money issues that we'll find out the results of in June or July.
Wellll.... FINALLY mom talked to Angela! =D It sounds like I might be able to start riding there pretty soon! X)
And that means 2 times a week hehe! =D And the nice thing about it is that I know how to ride already =)
Ok I gotta go, people are bugging me now! BYE! =D

~Jazz

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Trust in the Lord and he will pull you through...

My Secret Life: Best surprise party ever XD

I just had the BEST night last night!!! XD
I planned a surprise party for Abby! Lol! It was the best X)
She was sooo surprised and she had the best expression on her face when we jumped out of the pantry! LOL
I am so happy that it turned out well I've been planning this thing since like August 2009!
I was so running late though, I barely finished the present that I was going to give her but I did and I decorated too! =D I had amazing help though to! =)
It was SO much fun, we hung out until 10 o'clock and ran up and down the cultisack at the Hammond's house and laughed and sang hyms from church. One of them being "Jesus Loves me" lol!
Which its not a bad song but, its like a preschool song... and we were a bunch of teenagers running around in the dark outside singing that.
Poor Caprice was getting weirded out lol
It was SO much fun, we took a ton of pics too, I'll put one on here when I'm finished blogging this addition.
We ate candy, pizza, and the most AMAZING cake Bekah made!! =D
It was SOOOO gorgeous! Oh shoot! I totally should have taken a picture of it!!! dangit! Oh well =/
Well, it was a 3 layer chocolate cake and it was sooo yummy!
It had a pretty pink icing for the solid color and this lighter fluffy looking pink as these little twirls and then she put real roses on it too =D Not only did it look good, it tasted Awesome! XD
Bekah is good at making cakes for sure lol
Abby seemed really happy about everything and she really had a good time. =) And I certainely hope she did, it was all for her after all haha.
I thought I should do something extra special since it was her 16th birthday on Wednesday. ;)
And I'm assuming she loved everything lol
Yummy cake + best friends + candy + mad dance party + great presents = HAPPINESS!

In my opinion a party isn't a party without your friends =), thats like the most important thing. When you get your friends together weird things happen but its SO MUCH FUN!
And then you look back on it and go... "Wow, man we were so immature back then..." lol!
Man, I am SO relieved that everything went great last night. I know I had a great time =D I seriously think I have gotten over my shyness and anti-socialness I guess you could call it. I felt like a different person last night. =)
Welllll... hmmm... lets see, besides Abby's surprise party I had the BEST time at HBR! =D
Tipper was the best =) I so want to own a horse like him, I love his canter too! And he was really easy to ride surprisingly, that is until he wanted to canter more when I just asked him to walk lol.
Well, I gotta go. I need to eat something... I'll blog later =) Ta ta!

~Jazz

P.S.
I'll post a pic or two later on from the party

My Secret Life: Lonely and bored

Well, this is going to be a short post. =/

*sigh* I don't know why I feel lonely exactly, I have a ton of people around me.... I just feel really horrible right now for some reason.
And I'm bored, for some oddballish reason I can't write ANYTHING in ANY of my books! It's SO irritating!!! I can't find any pleasure in anything right now... this stupid depression is banging on me, laughing at me.
I hate saten =( He really thinks its just so funny to attack me 90% of the week, nothing seems to be happy for me right now.... X(
So I would really appreciate prayer, having a lot of problems right now... just for faith and this stupid useless lonliness to be gone for a while because I know I'll feel like this again soon. 
Well... bye I guess... sorry I have only depressing posts to put on here.

~Jazmine

My Secret Life: A day with the brothers & dad...

Helloo peoples...

As you can see I redid my blog =) Yesterday lol.
Ain't it prettiful??
Well, this is going to be a short blog post heh. Not much has really gone on, I missed HBR bc of pouring rain =/ And it's sunny today... how stupid is that?
Well I do live in a funny spot, so it could be pouring rain in West Haven...
Good thing is I'm over my writers block =) I'm finally getting to write more in my book "Hearts of Freedom"!
I'm excited to get further into the book, along with a secret project I'm working on called "Living in Love" =) Sorry not going to reveal any info quite yet... I want to get more done and I think I'll release it late this month or in April probably. Until I get a few chapters done =) Or the whole thing, I'm not expecting to make this an extremely long book.
Its probably going to be pretty short...
But that depends on what I come up for it =], I'm UBER excited about this book! I know I don't know anything about love, but I really want to do just a completely mushy romance book for once.
Well... HOF is sort of... but its more of a "getting closer to your family" kind of book.
But yeah, LIL is gonna be sweet!! =D
I'm hoping it'll turn out good anyway, it's going to be a really cute and loving book about the two main characters that the chemistry is happening between them.
Well, time to get writing and get more ready for the day =)
I guess I'm getting into the spring fever haha, explains LIL lol.
Ta ta! =)

~Jazz

My Secret life: Hmm.... lala

You know... I'm not exactly sure why I'm blogging right now. I'm just really bored, maybe it is good if I procrasinate on my school lol.
I got it done before 1 o'clock today!! =D Yay me!
Well lets see... what have I been up to todayy??
Well I really want a horse (not new), and I really want to go riding... (Also not new)
*sighs*
Mom's birthday is tomorrow, =) I don't know how old she's turning though.... gosh what a terrible daughter I am!! Lolz!
She's 30 something I think...
This weekend we're going to go hang out at my grandparents house and eat mom's birthday dinner, I forget what she's going to have but it's a good meal...=)
I REALLY Want to go out with someone and hang out...=P But that isn't going to happen anytime soon unfortunately...*sigh*
Well, I gtg, I have some stuff I gotta do. Ta ta!

~Jazz

My Secret Life: Horse crazy?? ... yah fur shizzle...X)

Whasup ya'll? 8D

Lol, as you can see I'm pretty darn happy this morning. =)
I had an awesome day yesterday, minus finishing some science I didn't do on Wednesday, but yesterday was pretty sweet... ;D
I got to ride Laredo at HBR and we started English up again... ouchy... I'm feeling it this morning thats for sure lol.
Its not half as bad as when I first started English though haha...
Laredo was pretty well behaved surprisingly, even though I had to put his halter on and tie him to the stall door to get him to stay put.
If there is one thing that horse totally hates is getting the girth tightened!
But I'm pretty sure he knows who I am and that I'm not going to yank the girth like beginners probably do...
He's a real gentle horse besides the saddling part and he's real lovy and all, but he just doesn't exactly like being saddled. Someone probably yanked it and tightened it to much earlier on in his life...
That's the usual case with horses. =)
Brownie freaked out once when my friend Abby's older sis Bri tried to bridle him, someone apparantly squished his ear under the bridle before my OLD class did lessons.
That's back when my whole class was charter school kids, which I will admit I am LOVING my new class. I feel like its so much more fun, my group is a lot more lively than my old one...
Even though I've been doing my class for over 6 months for sure I still am really glad I continued over the summer.
I'm just hoping I'll still be able to go come June...=/
The reason is kinda personal but basically it has to do with money, and its really complicated but I might not get to ride in June.
But I'm putting my faith on God and letting him take care of my family. I'm pretty sure we'll be all right though when that time comes, I'm just really worried about it...
Maybe I'll be able to just go and help or something, not necessarily riding but maybe just to help just so I can see the horses again. I don't know how I'm going to be if I can't ride over the summer...
Horses are literally the thing that I REALLY care about besides Jesus and my family and friends, horses are most likely in higher quality to me than my writing.
Horses mean sooo much to me... its hard to describe in words but if you could see inside my heart you'd know how I feel about those amazing animals...
Especially Bailey, Brownie, and Laredo...=)
I've really grown to love those boys, Brownie has been around since I started and he's amazing to ride. Most of the time hehe...;)
He's stubborn but he's got an amazing and sweetheart personality, he'd never EVER hurt someone. He's got a big heart and he always sniffs me and gently puts his muzzle in my face when I go and see him. =)
As long as he's not eating lol...
He's practically my dream horse, besides the stubborness. I think Bai is probably closer than Brownie, but Laredo, Bai, and Brownie are definitely a mixture of what I want my horse dream horse to be like.
My dream horse is probably Mystery from my SSC series =)
She's a gorgeous black mare that Laura (main character) found from the wild, its hard to explain with out ruining the story but yeah...
I'd probably want maybe a different coloring, but Mystery's personality is AMAZING. =D
Laura and I really are the same girl, just different name and different life. And then also she's fictional, somewhat...
But Laura's got my dream life =) Minus the boyfriend though, I just like making romance novels sometimes. (its not completely mushy and romancy)
She's got everything that I would be SO lucky to have, but either way I'm still happy with my life =) Going riding once a week is perfectly fine with me.
I'm definitely going to go and get a job at Corrie's farm though when I'm 16, and hopefully I'll just be able to help out in the next year or so.
Come November I'll have been riding for 2 years =D
Maybe I'll be able to do jumping soon since this is the second time around doing English =)
We did do semi-jumping except it was just over these little poles that were not even a foot off the ground.
It was fun doing that and I did that back when I was only doing western!
I barely knew anything when I did that actually, I knew how to trot pretty well and control my horse, but I had absolutely no clue how to canter. That's gonna be something when I get to jump at a canter!!
Now even more of something, cantering while bareback!!
Man am I nuts!
I guess horses just run in my blood ;D Lol, after all my grandma HAS 2 horses and absolutely loves those animals... =)
It's really funny because my grandmother is horse crazy, and then my mom isn't. And then I was born with this total craziness for them... go figure?
Hopefully if I ever have a daughter she won't be totally boy crazy =P I mean I do get crushes, but I just don't want a daughter constantly trying to get their attention.
My focus is always on my books, horses, and my girl friends. =D And other things... but definitely not boys 100% of the time.
Well, okay now I'm really making a long post haha. I'm gonna go now =D TTYL I'll write soon!

~Jazz