My Secret Life: Short but quick blog update

Hey, :) 

Well, this is going to be quick. But I realized I hadn't blogged in quite a while, and from my last blog post. No I didn't unfortunately go and help out with the horses with Mistea. :/
But I did get to ride horsies, :). This week and the last! So that's awesome!
And I'm in love with my boyfriend Bailey. ^_^ (He's a horse haha)
And I'm also very much in love with my horsie game I have, I FINALLY figured it out. And now I have both a dressage horse named Benji, and a show jumping horse named Bailey. :D 
They are both gorg-eous! Benji is an amazing chestnut horse with a blondie offwhite mane and tail, and a blaze down his nose. And Bailey looks like my boy Bailey, a cherry roan color with a black mane and tail and a stripe on his nose and little white socks.
Wait... Bailey doesn't have socks, haha oops sorry. He has a brownish color for socks. 
Anyway, I'm happy right now. :) 
I just finished watching "Remember Me" with Robert Pattinson. I definitely have a changed opinion about that man for sure, but holy moly... O_O You would not believe what kind of twist they made in it! I was NOT expecting that! I mean usually I can tell its coming while I'm watching it... like I have a small hunch or something. But WHOA, it just went BOOM suddenly up in front of me.
There wasn't even a hint of it in the trailers! 
But the best way I can describe it without giving away the twist, (for those of you who have seen Terabithia and Premonition) its another Terabithia movie. Not in the same theme of the movie I mean, but the way it ends is what I mean.
Anyway, I gtg! But I'll blog again soon for sure. 
My new goal for this week; exercise schedule... lets see if I can even get off my lazy butt and do it haha. 

-Jazz


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1 Peter 5:7 
"Casting all your cares upon Him for He cares for you."

My Secret Life: long time no blogging :)

Well... it sure has been a long time since I last posted anything. :) 


It is August, as you can tell by the date of this haha. And its a Tuesday... at 5:18... as you can see I am very bored. lol. BUT... I am excited! :D 
Because tomorrow I get to go ride the horsies at Field of Dreams, yay! x) And maybe even this weekend, which I'm 90% positive it'll happen, I'm gonna get to help take care of Angela's horses with my friend Mistea. :) For 3 whole days!
It's gonna be sooo fun... I just hope she gets my text soon, but I suppose there probably isn't cell service at North Coast Bible camp where she is right now hm.
So yeah, I'm in a horsie mood right now haha. And kind of sad for a girl that died 2 years ago on February 6th, 2008. :( She had the most amazing bond with her horse Boomer! She could stand on his back on one foot and pull her leg up into one of those ballet poses! 
Her name was Jessica, her youtube user name is JessicaBoomer. She was an absolutely amazing rider... I'm surprised I never found her until now.
It made me sad to know how she died. :( She had an accident while jumping bareback, they think they both went over the arena fence and he crushed her head basically she died before anyone found her.
And she was only fourteen! O_O
That does make me a little scared to jump, but that still won't stop me from riding for sure. Oh yeah... that brings me to another subject.
Alder Grove has decided not to pay for HBR anymore... for insurance reasons. Because horses are "dangerous", which yeah they are. But that whole reason why they are cutting that, is because people are WAY to sue happy in this country. And everyone thinks money will solve the problem... which in some cases it does, but not horse related things. 
I honestly highly doubt anyone came and rode at Field of Dreams just for extra curricular activity, so many of the girls I ride with love the horses they ride so much. I see them hugging them and kissing the horses' faces a lot.
And I have that same love... oohhh man that would make me soo happy if I had my own horse to ride. So yeah, that's pretty dumb if you ask me. But I can definitely understand that, I just feel so bad for everyone who can't ride without the funds from the charter school.
And I'm kinda worried for Abby because she said she might not be able to afford it without Mattole (another charter school) school funds. eehh...
Sooo yeah... well I forgot I still had a book to read before I started blogging. So I'll write again before the month is out for sure! ttyl! bye!


-Jazz

My Secret Life: moved into new house and a little sad

Well, I'm moved into the new house. That was fast huh?
I wasn't exactly here for the actual move though, I was on a trip with my youth group to Ruth Lake. Mom and dad moved everything into the house on Saturday... and yeah a lot of things happened since the last time I wrote.
One; the move. And then my bro Dyllan broke a tiny bit of his foot kicking something at Karate. And then I went on a youth trip thing which was very fun. :) 
But, right now... I'm dizzy. Why? I have vertigo. The suckiest thing I could get on HBR day... I can't exactly stay on the horse very well while I'm dizzy, huh? 
So yeah... I'm a little irritated and upset right now. I'm trying to keep my happiness, but its hard. I'm still dizzy right now, and I've been dizzy since I woke up this morning.
But thankfully its not as bad as some cases I've had.
Mom says its because I'm not going to bed on time, which is probably true. I suppose I could have a low immune system right now, I was stressed last night and I went to bed at almost 11. And then I didn't go to bed until midnight 1 o'clock all weekend while I was on the trip, what did you expect? It was a vacation.
And I couldn't go to bed at 9 I'd miss all the fun. 
So yeah, I'm a little irritated and sad. Especially because I didn't get to ride last week because of a freaking stomach ache! >:(
I just wish I wouldn't get sick every week like this!! I probably won't even have horseback next month... :( Well, depending on what happens to dad's pay, it pretty much revolves around that. But I might be able to have at least August for riding, I have $52 saved, if anything I want to spend that on horseback. That's more important to me than anything that I could buy in a store.
I might have 2 classes next week... I hope... I'm probably going to be a completely grump this weekend because of this. I miss riding more than I could say with words right now... now just imagine what would happen if I couldn't ride anymore for months...


-Jazmine

My Secret Life: Writing is more than just words...

     Well, its been a couple days since I last blogged... 
     Nothing really amazing has been going on lately, same old... still looking for a house. Which you can't expect anything immediately. We're still packing, my room is nice and clean though. :) And thank you mommy... heh. 
     And I've got a cool looking guitar to borrow for a few months from my dad's co-worker who is going to fix my guitar's fret board and replace the strings I hope. (AND a case to go with it :D lol) 
     I want to steal the guitar and keep it... its so pretty and perfect for me ;D.
     But yeah... and other than that I'm thinking right now of what I want to do writing wise with my books...
     I'm tempted to start another book, which I will possibly just write a plot out so I can get it out of my head, tonight. Its probably going to be something about werewolves... well really just gigantic normal looking wolves... 
     I'm really into wolves for some reason. 
     And I am really wanting to write in something right now... I'm definitely going to write out some sort of plot for another book tonight. I can't get these two characters out of my head... and its going to be a romance book of sorts... ;) 
     That's the one thing I truly love about writing, and why I love it; its just so much fun... and writing is just so much more than the words you read in a book. You've got to look beyond the words and see the trees blowing in the wind... see the horses galloping... hear the eagles cry.
     It's so beautiful if you look and listen hard enough. :) I can hear every breath my characters breathe when I'm writing. And I get quite emotional when I have to do something bad in the book to them.
     I can feel the pain they are in... which is really quite amazing to feel that... its really hard to explain unless your an author. But its so amazing when you start writing, you feel like your walking along and you actually feel the wind in your hair and face. 
     And like I said... I can't really describe it with words. You'd have to experience that for yourself, but if you love reading that's the closest thing you can get to that. The only difference is you don't have a greater emotional attachment to the characters than the author does.
     Being able to read opens up a whole nother world as well... words are like the water you want when your dying of thirst. Once you feel it on your tongue and go down your throat, your whole view on the world changes forever... 

                  -Jazz 

P.S.
Excuse the book sense to this blogpost... lol. 
Its hard for me not to make it look like that sometimes, I put it in my head to describe things constantly and I can't get rid of it. ;)