Sunday, October 10, 2010

My Secret Life: Almost home...

Well, unfortunately my trip is almost over. =/

     But, I've still had loads of fun this weekend! =D 
     Tomorrow we'll be heading back to good ol' Humboldt. Right now, I'm sitting in my neato room I get all to myself in the hotel we're staying at currently. Its got a humongous bed! ^_^ 
     It has been so much fun going on this trip. =) 
     I wish I could've blogged more earlier than this, but I didn't get the chance, sadly. Two days ago we got to stay in this real fancy hotel with valets! =D It was so neat having them take our stuff to the room we were staying in! Our room was real nice to. =) 
     And that night after we got settled and stuff, we went to the Monteray Bay Aquarium like two blocks away. It was pretty sweet, we got to eat there and everything. Though I was a little irritated because there was little tables set up for everyone, a lot of people had to sit on the bleachers in front of the diving tank to eat their food. And plus the food sucked. 
    I hated it, there was nothing to eat at all. The best tasting thing there was the sourdough bread, now thats sad... I know its supposed to be for adults or something. But the PEG group my dad is with knows that people bring their kids, they could've put a little bit more of a choice besides dry rice and salty mashed potatoes. 
     It was annoying sure, but I loved it when the diving show started. =D That was so awesome! The fish were so beautiful too. ^_^
     And after we watched the diving show we went to go and feed the Bat Rays! That was SO much fun! The rays were so soft and slimy but so velvety, and they seemed so friendly too. They were popping their little heads out of the water near the edges looking for the food that one of the volunteers was going to handout to everybody.
     And once I got a piece of food that was so cool, one of them just swam right up to me and sucked it out from between my fingers like a vacuum. They were so friendly and fun to play with.
Yesterday though, that was even more fun! We went to see the rest of the aquarium and the fish were just so beautiful... it was truly breathtaking. =]
     My favorite part was definitely the otters. =D They were so cute swimming around being all playful lol. Otters are probably one of the most amazing creatures that God has created, I got a little stuffed otter too from the gift store. =D Its formed to be on its back and its holding a sea-star between its two paws. ^_^
     I can't wait until tomorrow either, we're going to go WALK across the GOLDEN GATE BRIDGE for the first time!!! I'm so excited! =D San Francisco is so amazing!! I'm actually considering it for a future home of mine when I'm adult. =) Its so beautiful and I love the city, its really pretty even though it is a city. I think I'd rather live in Humboldt for sure... but I really want to go out there and see the world.
     I think San Francisco is one of the places I'm going to start, possibly. I'm going to hopefully go to Central Wyoming College or something of sorts with my bestie Kayla. =) And then depending on whats going to happen after that, I'm not really sure, but I think Cali is definitely one of my places to go to college. Especially for what I want to go to college for.
     Like for an English literature degree, there is a college down south in LA I believe where part of my dad's family lives. A town near LA I think, its a really good school for Literature and stuff like that. My great aunt I believe Lydia, I think. She got a scholarship to that school in like Riverdale or something in English Literature, so thats definitely an option. =) But for sure I'm going to DEFINITELY go to college somewhere with Kayla for a couple years at least. 
     That's something I have to do no matter what, that'd be pretty awesome too. =D (Love you girlie! Hey, wanna come to Cali after Central Wyoming College and go to school with me here? lol!) 
      Well I gotta go, I need to get ready for bed, and I'd like to do something fun before I go to bed. =) Like writing...! I need to do that! I haven't written in my books in so long it seems like... =P 

Anyway TTYL! God bless!

-Jazz

Thursday, October 7, 2010

My Secret Life: Almost to Monteray Bay :)

Well, this is going to be short. But I thought I'd update real fast.
Gotta go to bed soon anyway...
Well first of all, horseback is... better. My feet didn't fall out of the stirrups yesterday while loping, and I did a double lessons lol.
And I'm considering asking Corrie in a month or so if there is a chance I could get into the class before mine, I like that one a heck of a lot more than my class I'm normally in. I wasn't babied until I finally gave up bc Tipper was being a butt and jerking his head around while I was trying to bridle him. 
Plus I don't ride him that often... so that doesn't help.
Buuut anyway, I'm on a small weekend vacation right now to Monteray Bay. :) Its so far pretty fun, I got to swim in the pool at our hotel with my brothers, and eat some yummy pizza with my family.
So yeah I had a pretty good day. :) For now I guess I'm just gonna let all my worries go away, and hopefully just enjoy the trip..... though I kinda need to upload my pictures, I don't have that much room left on my camera chip. Ugh :P 
Well I'll ttyl! I'll write tomorrow when we're at the hotel. :D


-Jazzy

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

My Secret Life: Well, I haven't posted in a while...

Well howdy hay. =) 

     Life hasn't been too exciting per se. But I had a great time at youth group last week, it was really uplifting. Three girls Abby, Kristen, and Liauna, we all prayed with each other and I felt... well I guess loved lol.
     It was the greatest Thursday night ever. =] I felt so spiritual and bubbly after that! I wanted to give everyone a big hug! lol
     I guess that night was very revalutionary for me. =D I think I finally took another big step into getting out of this ditch of feeling like I'm stupid, weird, and don't matter to anyone. 
     However, I am still dealing with that "friend" problem. 
     Its not that big of a deal anymore I suppose. But I still think about it from time to time, but I honestly think that I need to just completely make God my "bff" even though that is an insane desire for me. Before I get my best friend... one that lives in the range of McKinleyville, Eureka, and Arcata... instead of in Minnesota or Oregon. ugh :P
     That irritates me to no prevail.
     I'll stop complaining now though lol. Tonight is spa night at Bri's! yay! 
     So yeah, I think I'm going to really turn around now. I'm working really hard to get closer to God, I just really need to get rid of that annoying desire completely. Or however much God wants me to get rid of. 
      I'm actually having a fire to get closer to Him as of last Thursday. =) I want to build up my strength so when trials come I'll take them with strength and run into His arms! 
     Well I gotta go, I still have my Spanish homework to do. So ta ta for now! =D 


-Jazmine 


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Psalm 61

Hear my cry, O God; attend to my prayer. 
From the end of the earth I will cry to You, when my heart is overwhelmed; lead me to the rock that is higher than I. 

For You have been a shelter for me, a strong tower from the enemy. I will abide in Your tabernacle forever; I will trust in the shelter of Your wings. 

For You, O God, have heard my vows; you have given me the heritage of those who fear Your name. You will prolong the king's life, His years as many generations. He shall abide before god forever. Oh, prepare mercy and truth, which may preserve him! 

So I will sing praise to your name forever, that I may daily perform my vows.

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Psalm 62:5-7

My soul, wait silently for god alone, for my expectation is from Him. He is only my rock and my salvation; He is my defense; i shall not be moved. In God is my salvation and my glory; The Rock of my strength, and my refuge is in God. 

Monday, September 6, 2010

My Secret Life: Life is a rollercoaster...

Life really is a rollercoaster... =/ Sometimes I wish I could get off of it, but that's not really an option unfortunately.

So hi, its been a while since I blogged. Sort of... 
But yeah, this is going to be short. I still have school to get to haha, and I'm going to a Labor day BBQ tonight for dinner. Sooo yeah...
My life pretty crazy right now, idk even really what to do with myself half the time. I try to distract myself from all the awful thoughts that are in my head a lot about friend issues... but of course that usually doesn't work. Satan always finds a way back into my head... I hate that dirtbag...
The only thing that I really enjoy during the week is horseback I guess... okay now I'm rambling on. SO I'm going to stop now... maybe call my friend Leah if shes home.
bye..

-Jazmine